The Stark Effect

I never realized if this is going to be again. Last night I had a terrible dream, I was in the middle of flying cars and objects. Edan saw me and cried out. I could barely move my hands, I saw him but I couldn’t speak.


The day was more ordinary with temple colors and keypads. I stroke a pause to realize if it was a bad dream, but I couldn’t, the more I got into it the more its hallucination.
Edan was upset. He had this great proposal of reengineering social psychology and social tactics.
“ I have a better idea- once you are into it you won’t leave, I promise” Edan said, “She’ll wait for you 0° on continuity”.
“That’s weird” I told, “ I can’t buy that much”. “ After all living for a mile is lot more than the time". " Such a ridicule”- I added.

“Bethna went town last week, she brought you a gift”. I could see those deep eyes when he said that, “ the Green Summer is all what she’s interested in- Save yourself”.
And he went away, “see you on Tuesday” I told him.

Meanwhile I was still perplexed why she would bring a gift. Then again I would hear those tattering and rumbling facades. I close my eyes to be awoken again.
The dreaded long hallway to the starky door as I walked by to come to my senses.

Bethna was staring at me “didn’t Edan told you !”. “About what” I said. As I keep my time strictly dimensional. “I have work and a schedule” and I tapped myself to wash her out.
And the rainman will color the roads again as she walked by.

I skid and I skid,
and I saw the opening door.
I am drenched and I clenched ,
I saw them coming roar.

“I saw you what you were doing and I know what you’ll do” said Bethna. I smile and add “ well, I know the concept”. The cryptic is a jargon and there’s always the escape, you can’t plan. How do I write when its all written and how do I challenge what I don’t know.
I kept silent and went back to my room, I had a schedule.
And the rainman would color the roads again as she walked by.

And teeny tiny droplets;
the memories I still harvest.
The woods and the green summer,
that I have never been.
A promise as sweet and slender,
a secret I kept in this cryptic world.

On successful recharge the strength went 5, I kept talking till the guy share me. We were on his track. He had a great world built around. "I have arrange them in parallel, and the channels let you in."
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Gates' Speech

11 rules your kids did not and will not learn in school

 

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world doesn't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

Happy New Year

I always woke up a little late, not that i like it but it does happens unfortunately. Well its kind of a middle of month, and i am posting my New Year message. You see there are lot of things to get not doing what that should be and i agree to it heheh...
The dawn of the year didn't have bashing welcome but, a nice bath around midnight and tidy and neat home( i actually call it home; feel good at home in.hehe..), as the best ones are far away, i didn't celebrate it with pompous and trumpet along.

Well before anything its Pongal today and Happy Pongal to all.

So as i say i need a little more time to come back where i haven't been. I need to hold on till the next dawn and then i could say. 
Well the resolution, i will try to maximise time and minimise space. I will try to buy joy and spend money.
I actually don't have a lot of resolutions per se.

So thats it... heehe.... Happy New Year..

To a Skylark

On a young summer sky,
Among woods and among trees,
When the journey never hath halt,
for a change, doth never open,
A sudden feeling maketh me surprise.

When mighty sun seems so pleasing,
A distant silver caught me blind,
as it smiles, doth on me.
As she hovers at noon sky,
makes me wonder, and a delight.

The days are deary and night so long,
for i ponder and i sought.
beside the fountain, and the hillock,
with silver shinings and velvet breast,
caught me wilder, i saw it again.

The land of fairies, and of lords;
the land of peoples, and of soul;
the fountain of love;
and the pleasure of soulmate;
And memories i harvest in thy land.

Thine eyes as clear as water;
and stillness o' the night;
With little foams dancing along rocks;
thy melody streches miles along.
for a hard man day and his night.

The beauty of life a wonder
In thy words, yet still unknown.
for i count in joy and balance
by virtue, and the beauty
for quest of the lesser known.

By brook and the foam
thy song so sweet and the still;
and oft in times amongst places,
thou if i hath ever known,
O wonder Thou art, the skylark.
 (contd)

My New Room, a coincedence

Ohh i finally got a room + bathroom + a space(probably a kitchen kindof).
Its hard in a city like chennai to get the room initially. B'coz the peoples are very local, it seems, you can only explore it later.
The room is good for one person, of course me. I got shifted on Sunday, the AC and the flat LCD with Tata Sky have gone now, i don't have those in my room. But , but my rom is no less good. Its seperate and cosy not hot( ground floor) and great ventilation.


Now, I will narrate a story, real one.


The first night in my new room after i bought my needs from the market and arranged my room, I was tired.
The night was a long one. I couldn't sleep.
I see someone in my room who perhaps was the earlier tenant. He was there in my room.
I was scared for i have no God image hung on my room. Things were worse. I thought is it an omen.
It seems a lost soul was there. I was still asleep, for it was a dream or a night mare.
I talk to myself if i have to stay here i might get trouble, first if i appeased the soul it would get hold of me, and secondly if that was a bad omen to drive me away.
I struggled the night to pass away and i guess i went into deep slumber around 3 am.


I woke up at 6.30 that was early enough for me( as i usually sleep late).
Everything was then okay by morning. I went to market and bought a milk packet.
But I still remember the night, the dream.
I said to myself, i'll talk to my landlord, and i'll buy a Holy picture.


But things then get eroded into the days business of work and duty and Chennai heat.
I din't quite buy anything or remember anymore.
But i could see in facebook( the horoscope, i don't really know how to do facebook I just went there either to check horoscope or to hear or peek haaha ..) that don't get into premature or false conclusion of things, as it might let you to lose opportunity and chance, also by then i figure out that my manager is putting me in the central database handling team in my project.


Well things till now has been good.
Might be it was a just a bad Dream and a bad coincedence with my shifting, and i wish it the same.
And it would be another story, a scary one, it happens, but I still have to move on.
And no worry its always a happy ending. :)

in Search

Oh! i finally reach Chennai. I'd been busy trying to get a room on rent. There are PG's availalble, i would rather stay in small but cosy room of mine.
Chennai is hot city; for that matter, India is hot and dry, the north and the south.

Often there comes in mind, if it's hard to chase a thing, haah!! it needs to run, but that's not the end; it needs a race too, isn't it ? ohh again, does there should exists a course.
Oh, i must say there is a course for sure, for the hard part of it is not running, but to get in the race course.

Dreaming of winning, they'll say you are mad, no one wins there, they only succeeds. The mad only wins as they run a Caucus race, you know. But, you're ne'er tired.
oh, and for the room, im still in search, have 5 more days.

I'm in team of Banking and financial vertical, havn't yet assigned any concrete work; you don't run in a pavement!!
They say the beauty of life is in living, or breeding, or breathing, or dreaming, uuumm.. or her(personified) !!

I was so stupid, i fell to say, she bid me goodbye, in my poor eyes and i only sigh. The next time i'll take her in my arms. But i couldn't wait her, and the longer i wait, the more i'm drawn.
Hey, don't run in a pavement!! You can miss her..