Happy New Year

I always woke up a little late, not that i like it but it does happens unfortunately. Well its kind of a middle of month, and i am posting my New Year message. You see there are lot of things to get not doing what that should be and i agree to it heheh...
The dawn of the year didn't have bashing welcome but, a nice bath around midnight and tidy and neat home( i actually call it home; feel good at home in.hehe..), as the best ones are far away, i didn't celebrate it with pompous and trumpet along.

Well before anything its Pongal today and Happy Pongal to all.

So as i say i need a little more time to come back where i haven't been. I need to hold on till the next dawn and then i could say. 
Well the resolution, i will try to maximise time and minimise space. I will try to buy joy and spend money.
I actually don't have a lot of resolutions per se.

So thats it... heehe.... Happy New Year..

My Pride

Round and round, i go up and down,
Merry, little fairy, and a delight.
In whose crown i took my pride;
and all enemies i shook with smile.

The coward dies many times,
thought i still miss the ugly times.
Sweet are the grapes, from thin slender hands;
the more i felt as wary i am.
With bloods all around,
as stars they say "shall die, one day".

Moments of task, it spread
I bow'd in thee, head down.
Mystery it is, i ponder.
for peace, is none but all absurd.
You live and die for them to be.
I know the bitter, still i merry.

For its gone in once,
when all its shown.
And i retire in deep slumber
then shall i rise, for me and again.

To a Skylark

On a young summer sky,
Among woods and among trees,
When the journey never hath halt,
for a change, doth never open,
A sudden feeling maketh me surprise.

When mighty sun seems so pleasing,
A distant silver caught me blind,
as it smiles, doth on me.
As she hovers at noon sky,
makes me wonder, and a delight.

The days are deary and night so long,
for i ponder and i sought.
beside the fountain, and the hillock,
with silver shinings and velvet breast,
caught me wilder, i saw it again.

The land of fairies, and of lords;
the land of peoples, and of soul;
the fountain of love;
and the pleasure of soulmate;
And memories i harvest in thy land.

Thine eyes as clear as water;
and stillness o' the night;
With little foams dancing along rocks;
thy melody streches miles along.
for a hard man day and his night.

The beauty of life a wonder
In thy words, yet still unknown.
for i count in joy and balance
by virtue, and the beauty
for quest of the lesser known.

By brook and the foam
thy song so sweet and the still;
and oft in times amongst places,
thou if i hath ever known,
O wonder Thou art, the skylark.
 (contd)

No Time to Think !!

I am not really a philosopher neither i read philosophies, but often i ponder on thoughts and things that happen around me. I was kind of of a cliff hanger who like to climb no good mountain but a cliff, hard to do, a bit stupid, less known, more threat, much chance of losing, and not so sure about.


The path had not been smooth, as i say a cliff hanger, huh..
Of lately certain sense start functioning loose, not conglomeration in duties and task but individuality in approach, its said better be reactive and can't be one if you get into a same pose and ponder around, you got to have a different sense of attack by each one not together afront.
Don't think, react, give me the answer! . Well its wise to be it, you know you are seen, watch, shown.
Then they nod their head, a sense of satisfaction.


So many dumps to spit your waste, i took that one lately but at times find full of mongers, they say don't look just run, don't be supra boring.... u know, you don't look so good.


Last time i had a feeling, second one, a third one, a fourth one, i fifth one..huh i am not sure. But the last one, it keeps me in it. You forget when you don't remember, you remember when you get close, so was i.
Smitten, bitten, likened.. well the last one through my own impulse, conditioned, well since it meets all conditions.
Touch and Glow, i like it, those were, the sharp eyes, the smile, it then reminds me the times.
Be reactive, as loud it cries, what are you pondering on. You can't touch let alone the glow !!.
That it came was not your guilty, but you let it in was your fault.
The rich never ponder, so is she. Well i dont mean she is rich... but she don't ponder.
He was a lair, pretending, forget about him, don't ponder, be reactive.
When you go straight ahead you'll find a tomb. You rest in there, thats why we made it.


Go get yourself ready, don't look around. Follow the tune, i tell you its good!!

My New Room, a coincedence

Ohh i finally got a room + bathroom + a space(probably a kitchen kindof).
Its hard in a city like chennai to get the room initially. B'coz the peoples are very local, it seems, you can only explore it later.
The room is good for one person, of course me. I got shifted on Sunday, the AC and the flat LCD with Tata Sky have gone now, i don't have those in my room. But , but my rom is no less good. Its seperate and cosy not hot( ground floor) and great ventilation.


Now, I will narrate a story, real one.


The first night in my new room after i bought my needs from the market and arranged my room, I was tired.
The night was a long one. I couldn't sleep.
I see someone in my room who perhaps was the earlier tenant. He was there in my room.
I was scared for i have no God image hung on my room. Things were worse. I thought is it an omen.
It seems a lost soul was there. I was still asleep, for it was a dream or a night mare.
I talk to myself if i have to stay here i might get trouble, first if i appeased the soul it would get hold of me, and secondly if that was a bad omen to drive me away.
I struggled the night to pass away and i guess i went into deep slumber around 3 am.


I woke up at 6.30 that was early enough for me( as i usually sleep late).
Everything was then okay by morning. I went to market and bought a milk packet.
But I still remember the night, the dream.
I said to myself, i'll talk to my landlord, and i'll buy a Holy picture.


But things then get eroded into the days business of work and duty and Chennai heat.
I din't quite buy anything or remember anymore.
But i could see in facebook( the horoscope, i don't really know how to do facebook I just went there either to check horoscope or to hear or peek haaha ..) that don't get into premature or false conclusion of things, as it might let you to lose opportunity and chance, also by then i figure out that my manager is putting me in the central database handling team in my project.


Well things till now has been good.
Might be it was a just a bad Dream and a bad coincedence with my shifting, and i wish it the same.
And it would be another story, a scary one, it happens, but I still have to move on.
And no worry its always a happy ending. :)

in Search

Oh! i finally reach Chennai. I'd been busy trying to get a room on rent. There are PG's availalble, i would rather stay in small but cosy room of mine.
Chennai is hot city; for that matter, India is hot and dry, the north and the south.

Often there comes in mind, if it's hard to chase a thing, haah!! it needs to run, but that's not the end; it needs a race too, isn't it ? ohh again, does there should exists a course.
Oh, i must say there is a course for sure, for the hard part of it is not running, but to get in the race course.

Dreaming of winning, they'll say you are mad, no one wins there, they only succeeds. The mad only wins as they run a Caucus race, you know. But, you're ne'er tired.
oh, and for the room, im still in search, have 5 more days.

I'm in team of Banking and financial vertical, havn't yet assigned any concrete work; you don't run in a pavement!!
They say the beauty of life is in living, or breeding, or breathing, or dreaming, uuumm.. or her(personified) !!

I was so stupid, i fell to say, she bid me goodbye, in my poor eyes and i only sigh. The next time i'll take her in my arms. But i couldn't wait her, and the longer i wait, the more i'm drawn.
Hey, don't run in a pavement!! You can miss her..

the hour

its been hard to manage him at times, he runs so slow. I am leaving Mangalore tomorrow; planning to go to beach for the last time to bid goodbye, to her sweet sounds, that flows towards me. Well thats all i hope to get back after i come back. I ne'er get into the stream of volunteering or fore-running an event or of the sort you know. But hardly it  means i get away form it. He's putting it fast; for i to come in first, and take the helm. So ............. the awaiting has begun. Im taking him along.

A souvenir

Tasshh !! i thought i was near to it, could hear the melodies or rather it bangs, for i could see 'twas panting, and hardly ever a difference. For such royalties, i only sweat; as near it seem'd the farther it went; the far it went the nearer it seem'd. It sound so sweet and 'twas a souvenir.

Confirm

Finally things got confirm. I got in Chennai. I miss the prize. Hope someday gonna b my day. But i did a lot of thing I dance, sing and the spirit came alive again after such a long time. Joining Monday, have no time to go to pune. But things sometimes i feel i miss something, felt hard to convince myself, but there is. Dear Sister, see you in Chennai.