My New Room, a coincedence

Ohh i finally got a room + bathroom + a space(probably a kitchen kindof).
Its hard in a city like chennai to get the room initially. B'coz the peoples are very local, it seems, you can only explore it later.
The room is good for one person, of course me. I got shifted on Sunday, the AC and the flat LCD with Tata Sky have gone now, i don't have those in my room. But , but my rom is no less good. Its seperate and cosy not hot( ground floor) and great ventilation.


Now, I will narrate a story, real one.


The first night in my new room after i bought my needs from the market and arranged my room, I was tired.
The night was a long one. I couldn't sleep.
I see someone in my room who perhaps was the earlier tenant. He was there in my room.
I was scared for i have no God image hung on my room. Things were worse. I thought is it an omen.
It seems a lost soul was there. I was still asleep, for it was a dream or a night mare.
I talk to myself if i have to stay here i might get trouble, first if i appeased the soul it would get hold of me, and secondly if that was a bad omen to drive me away.
I struggled the night to pass away and i guess i went into deep slumber around 3 am.


I woke up at 6.30 that was early enough for me( as i usually sleep late).
Everything was then okay by morning. I went to market and bought a milk packet.
But I still remember the night, the dream.
I said to myself, i'll talk to my landlord, and i'll buy a Holy picture.


But things then get eroded into the days business of work and duty and Chennai heat.
I din't quite buy anything or remember anymore.
But i could see in facebook( the horoscope, i don't really know how to do facebook I just went there either to check horoscope or to hear or peek haaha ..) that don't get into premature or false conclusion of things, as it might let you to lose opportunity and chance, also by then i figure out that my manager is putting me in the central database handling team in my project.


Well things till now has been good.
Might be it was a just a bad Dream and a bad coincedence with my shifting, and i wish it the same.
And it would be another story, a scary one, it happens, but I still have to move on.
And no worry its always a happy ending. :)

in Search

Oh! i finally reach Chennai. I'd been busy trying to get a room on rent. There are PG's availalble, i would rather stay in small but cosy room of mine.
Chennai is hot city; for that matter, India is hot and dry, the north and the south.

Often there comes in mind, if it's hard to chase a thing, haah!! it needs to run, but that's not the end; it needs a race too, isn't it ? ohh again, does there should exists a course.
Oh, i must say there is a course for sure, for the hard part of it is not running, but to get in the race course.

Dreaming of winning, they'll say you are mad, no one wins there, they only succeeds. The mad only wins as they run a Caucus race, you know. But, you're ne'er tired.
oh, and for the room, im still in search, have 5 more days.

I'm in team of Banking and financial vertical, havn't yet assigned any concrete work; you don't run in a pavement!!
They say the beauty of life is in living, or breeding, or breathing, or dreaming, uuumm.. or her(personified) !!

I was so stupid, i fell to say, she bid me goodbye, in my poor eyes and i only sigh. The next time i'll take her in my arms. But i couldn't wait her, and the longer i wait, the more i'm drawn.
Hey, don't run in a pavement!! You can miss her..

I dream, A wind

One early morning, i had a dream
in my open meadows, i saw a butterlily;
'twas so sweet and so bright
for i wonder a sudden wind,
in such a warm sunshine, 'twas much early;
For 'twas the wind that kiss the earth,
and sing in rhythm, as the lily dance.
It's face so clear, and was so pure,
as its rooted firm and care.
For 'twas the wind that kiss the earth,
in my humble abode, i feel less care.
"All i wonder, it came from where"
and the earth smiles, "i felt it queer".
"oh, i spin so fast, and i made days and nights".
For 'twas the wind that kiss the earth,
it said that's why i am here.
I make your day pleasent, so are the nights,
and i sing in rhythm, as the lily dance;
I came nought from anywhere;
and the gentle heart, it seems less care.
For i am so pleased, to sing in rhythm;
and let this dream never be awaken.

A True Gift

All whence comes this
A sheepish smile of gentle mind
Oh, I might forget,
I have to rush.
Although I'm free,
I'm still engaged;
I know, but my life,
a true gift.
But why do I feel lazy at times,
That's ok why to rush when it's all mine.
--"Speedy water seldom run deep"
My true spirit and my confidence;
I can reach where I want.
Freedom is what I sought.
In starry nights along purple moor,
I saw silver sword and shining armour.
But he clangs, the sound so loud.
My heart so pure, and I endow'd divine ,
My friends are true,
I stand for thee.
I am the archer, and I have in me.

the hour

its been hard to manage him at times, he runs so slow. I am leaving Mangalore tomorrow; planning to go to beach for the last time to bid goodbye, to her sweet sounds, that flows towards me. Well thats all i hope to get back after i come back. I ne'er get into the stream of volunteering or fore-running an event or of the sort you know. But hardly it  means i get away form it. He's putting it fast; for i to come in first, and take the helm. So ............. the awaiting has begun. Im taking him along.

A souvenir

Tasshh !! i thought i was near to it, could hear the melodies or rather it bangs, for i could see 'twas panting, and hardly ever a difference. For such royalties, i only sweat; as near it seem'd the farther it went; the far it went the nearer it seem'd. It sound so sweet and 'twas a souvenir.

Panumber beach

this is good place to dive in, although the water is very SALTY, i had a great time with some of my friends here. But i missed the sun set, anyways the waves are fun to get into water. the beach is not very much a hang out but, still okay to a some fun time, as for me i you know, i hardly got out. Wait but if I do, then i love the explosion, leave nothing behind. Great day out...

Confirm

Finally things got confirm. I got in Chennai. I miss the prize. Hope someday gonna b my day. But i did a lot of thing I dance, sing and the spirit came alive again after such a long time. Joining Monday, have no time to go to pune. But things sometimes i feel i miss something, felt hard to convince myself, but there is. Dear Sister, see you in Chennai.